Tuesday, May 31, 2016

remembering RITA ~ 10Years


~ Lovely Rita - Hurricane ~
10yrs. Remembering

The question still remains as to whether the city turned off the electricity as a precautionary measure, or the 50 to 70 mile per hour winds took it out. Either way, we lost power just after 9:00 pm, September 25th 2005.
The TV, air conditioner and living room lamps hesitated once and then, in that tiny identifying second, everything went black and silent; Rita was about to swallow up Lake Charles.
“Okay then, here we go,” I said, feeling like we had just been locked into an untested roller-coaster ride.
“I’ve got the matches,” Carl said, “I’ll light the candles.”
Debbie giggled with nervous anxiety as she flipped on her flashlight and moved to light the lantern. “Well, God, I hope you’re on our side tonight,” she said while adjusting the height of the wick..
Carl is from here and I met Debbie, also native Lake Charles, during the caring of Katrina evacuees harbored in the mass shelter at the civic center only 6 weeks before. Being an island girl, and first-timer to all this Gulf storm stuff, and surely a force of this magnitude, I chose to give the fight-or-flight judgment away to the experts. The two veteran Cajuns had made the decision to get out of town the day before. However, witnessing the horrendous and dire traffic troubles that had been created along I10 from Houston to Baton Rouge by the mandatory evacuation orders when Hurricane Rita decided to spin into the gulf and veer to the east, made the home-grown pair think twice about traveling.
A Bergeron, and a Bourgeois, would be the experienced voices of reason; Cajuns to the core, they would decide whether to turn tail or stay put. Being a transplanted Hawaiian neophyte I actually like being out in the rain. But, when the news began its coverage about 10 mile drives taking four hours, overheating vehicles, people running out of gas and water...
We three opted to stay.
Debbie prepared our Friday afternoon meal like a death-row chef. Carl put up every spare scrap of wood he could find over the windows, including parts of an old dismantled pool table. Carl's mom had been out of town visiting grand kids in Alabama; I told him how cute he looked, working diligently to save his mom’s house.
“I’m not just saving the house,” Carl replied dryly, “I’m saving our [rear ends].
By early evening, the hurricane began her approach, rolling in as accurately as the news had predicted. When the wind gusts reached 50 and and the rain started falling sideways, she blew out the electricity, like a candle on a cupcake. Rita had arrived.
As we three musketeers, or suicidal idiots, huddled in the candlelit living room. Debbie and I felt a resigned optimism about surviving the coming fury. Parked in our easy-chairs we discussed karma points. Debbie and I had become fast friends in the civic center make shift computer lab working for the Red Cross during the Katrina episode connecting people that were looking for their families, or, that were lost and needed to be found by family. So, that had to count for something.
Except for the wind howling outside, the house was strangely quiet for a Friday night. No TV, no stereo, no AC, no fan or refrigerator or hum of neon kitchen lighting, nothing, Only the lingering aroma of Debbie’s earlier cooked dinner seemed normal.
To think, just over 30 hours before we had been sleeping peacefully when Carl’s friend Terry called the house.
“No golf today bud,” said Terry.
“What, you gotta work today?” Carl said.
“Nope,” he said. “Mandatory evacuation, everything south of I-210.”
Originally Corpus Christi’s hurricane, Rita veered to Galveston, and now, preparing to lay panic to a geographical swath from Houston to Baton Rouge. The Eye would eventually hit just west of Orange, Texas. Lake Charles would receive the wrath of the east wall sometime after 2 a.m.
“Welcome to Louisiana, D’Ellen,” Debbie would say. “How do you like it so far?”
Carl and I had pulled up our Midwest stakes only five weeks prior, moving from Chicago back to his hometown. We’d arrived just in time for not one, but two of the most devastating hurricanes, the worst to hit the Gulf Coast in recorded memory.
For Carl, the move back home was supposed to be an inexpensive, relaxing break that we would share, lay low, do some camping, that sort of thing; decide what and where to go next.
However, within thirteen days of our big move, over 8,000 residents from New Orleans and its flooded surrounding area arrived in Lake Charles; separated from family, pets, homes. Their new, temporary dwelling was a basic cot on the main floor at one of the two mass shelters in town and Burton Coliseum out by the airport. Against the backdrop of one of the most devastating natural disasters America had seen, the friendship Debbie and I found was kismet.
“First Katrina, now it’s our turn.” Debbie had said as she and I assisted the red cross and the last of the New Orleans evacuees onto the buses, earlier that day, heading north to Shreveport, La. “It’s just too sad; they lost everything they own, twice now!”
She wept for them yet again.
It’s hard to explain while waiting for merciless weather to come in and move on, how a few well placed candles could be enough light to read by, much less remain calm.
“Look at him,” Debbie said in awe, pointing out Carl’s placid posture, adorning his favorite chair. “He knows that we are going to live through this! He’s sitting there calmly running his lines!”
Only a few weeks before, Carl and snagged the part of Willie Loman in ‘Death of a Salesman’, and fully intended to deliver his stellar performance in November at the Lake Charles Theatre.
Ugly Rita’s evil eye churned nearer. Intensifying, by midnight the assortment of wild wind had arrived. Blasts, bursts, gusts, gales, twirls and whips of salted air and gnarly weather seemed to be at the edge of town slamming the darkness between 70 to 90mph.
Sitting alone,
each in our own
comfortable living chairs,
our quiet panic
and waves of wind
rolled in and over the house.
With the hardest gust, we could feel the ominous pressure puff in our ears.
“That was weird,” I’d say. When in actuality, a thousand times I was ready to say, “HIT - THE - INTERIOR!”
But nothing would happen. Well, not nothing. Windows didn’t crash out, the second floor didn’t blow off, a tree didn’t crash in and divide the house. We remained, at least on the exterior, calm. Debbie and I talked, existentially of course, and Carl gave us updates from his Walkman radio in between readings from various literary works.
“…When Radar O’Reilly graduated from high school he was offered several jobs,” Carl recited. “Some of them legitimate . . .”
Carl’s trivia performance was interrupted by a series of calls. I thought it astounding that our cell phones performed perfectly throughout the storm. Everybody who knew us, and cared, called in.
My friend Nikki’s call came in from Atlanta at about 1:30a.m. Those words will be, forever, indelibly imprinted in memory.
“The eye is just west of you,” she said. “You’re going to get the east wall around 2:30. Winds will be sustained at 100mph for 45 minutes and then it will be over – well, past you.”
“Is that all?” I said.
We chuckled. She had been watching the hurricane by Doppler on her computer, and like most of our friends scattered across the states, her calls got less the later it got, despite the approaching east wall. Being the middle of the night in most places they were all succumbing to sleep, but my family in Hawaii kept the lines open.
I continued to be amazed at the resistance of our structure. Blast after blast I anticipated the second floor to blow off like the hatch off a ship. Yet it remained attached.
Restless by simply listening to the storm, Debbie got up out of her ez chair. The front door opened to the north side of the house, tucked in a corner avoiding the full force wind; it created a kind of sheltered alcove. With the guarded nerve of a curious, yet bored child Debbie cautiously turned the knob.
“Oh my God, D’Ellen…” she gasped.
I hopped from my recliner, excited with the change of pace. We looked out into the blackest black I’d ever seen. Black as ink, the fierce storm sounded like mad tigers fighting to the death, and, you could smell the ocean on the air as if you were standing on Holly beach. A beach with no stars or waves or distant shore. And surely out of the deep, dark black the tigers would leap into our faces. In a moment of clear, saturated humility, we shut the door.
5 a.m. came with gray light. The wind puffed with resolve, as if on a mission, like mother nature briskly combing the last of summer out of her hair. I slept on the floor by the front door that had been opened since 3:30, in the quiet calm that we had survived something numbingly large.
A week or so after the storm, Carl was asked by his friend Mike if he was scared.
“I might have been,” he said. “If the wind hadn’t created such a ‘white noise’ that we could have heard the trees snapping and falling around us, yeah sure.”
Eleven days without electricity in a sticky, steamy Louisiana setting can make any dwelling pretty ripe. Added to that, with only candles for light at night, if you were going to find anything misplaced, it was better done before dark.
Debbie had plans to work the Texas Renaissance Festival long before we met or any visiting hurricanes came around. And, since there wasn't a job to be had in L.C. unless you owned a chainsaw, I took off with her to work the Renaissance; Carl stayed behind to hold down the fort. I would come home during mid week to visit, bring necessities, see if power had come back and hear his raw tales of living in Lake Charles on limited amenities.
It had been almost two weeks; Carl had been essentially primitive camping in a house.
It was my 2nd mid-week visit, hot and irritated, one Wednesday afternoon, we had been looking for something in different rooms before it was too dark to find when 'the surge' came. Two people can have two different experiences of a miracle moment. I thought, foolishly, my stepping on a cable made the bedroom light blink. Without power, how does that happen? Anyway, meanwhile, in a bedroom down the hall, Carl heard a slight grown of an air-conditioner.
We both said “Whoa!” and jumped into the hall.
“Did you see that?” I said.
“Did you hear that?” he said.
At that gleeful moment, another power surge heaved and breathed life into everything electric. Lights. Fan, fridge, AC all came up in a glorious DC-juiced noise! We ran into the street. Dancing the ‘happy electricity dance’! Neighbors who were in their houses oblivious with the grind of generator motors plowing in the back yards came out to see why we were acting so nuts.
“Turn off the damn generators! We have POWER!” Carl bellowed and sang and leaped.
With the return of the electricity back to Lake Charles so, slowly would come back the people. No more tending to friends and family freezers and fridges.
But, that’s yet another story.
Remembered by: D'Ellen Myers

Thursday, December 19, 2013

Old Poem IV

I thought I saw something


I thought I saw familiar
I thought I heard the wings of a great bird take flight
I thought I could smell sweetness
the way things smell when they are fresh and growing
I thought I may have even felt a new emotion.

A child lives with a woman’s eyes but,
the eyes are childlike in vision
something different is something new
growth cannot be forgotten, it is part of a change in time.

To relax and float is not as easy as it looks
even scary, like shapes and sounds in the night
we sometimes attack nothing really
as the familiar stands all too close for comfort.

Don't look back my friend, you might see something
something that I thought I saw.

Old Poetry III

Empathy is as strong as it is real
no less fragile was the feeling that moved with it.
 So, with two no-longer in balance, another change takes place.
emotion runs not as deep,
remembering and learning from the pains of the past.
Less nourishment is required
a smaller space is occupied.
I fight the allowance of complete happiness now,
for a past when it was good with you.

I am a product of my environment
and can adapt in most situations.
You touched me
we walked where I hadn't before.
we created new markers for my emotional standards
Now, I teeter with uncertainty locked in conflict.
A new balance must be within reach soon or
I may truly go mad.

Some days, as if it is any help
I hide in my notebook and for get the day
close my eyes to dream.

As though by design,
I feel empathic with you
and for the moment
without reservation
memories return and may are no weaker for their time spent sleeping
but, energized by beliefs that are true and sure
for as long as they last.

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

Don't be afraid 

Let me tell you what I'm afraid of:
I'm afraid you're the best thing in my life
I'm afraid I sometimes take for granted our friendship and closeness
I'm afraid that our love might change
I'm afraid if you wanted to
you could cut my soul,


afraid of the pain I would feel
another loss I would know.


I'm afraid of your dreams
I'm afraid that I even think about that.


I only tell you this
to tell myself
and recognize the vulnerabilities of the human heart


All joy cannot be put in only one place.
without you
my world lacks joy
and I don't know what to do about that.


There's a sadness that vials me
a certain sorrow that sits behind my eyes


You say, love you today if that's what makes me happy
Well today it hurts and that's what
I'm most afraid of.

 

 

Old Poetry II

     A girl leads a goat down to the river.
Fog patches ease into the tiny valleys.
Fear chases love away.

     But does it flee for its life or find close cover
and spy from a safer distance?
Will you come back if I open my hand?
     The music is saucy and good. 
I still enjoy watching you move.
Light another candle please.

     Kitty cat comes to rest on the step.
Don't feed her or she will surely stay.
I see you behind that rock. It's brighter than all the rest.
I'll be down by the river in you choose
watching the water shift the stones.

Old Poetry I - The Inspiration of Love

Doing crazy things
not doing anything at all

Getting lost out in the world
Discovering universes within the human heart

Having the strength to move mountains
being open enough to surrender

Getting nose to nose in opposition
being the only one I can really talk to

All the colors of the rainbow painted on a silken summer scarf
wind or rain it beams of joy
and all other emotions that brush against 
The Inspiration of Love


 ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

Morning comes again and the phone has not rung
I pick it up just to be sure
 reality bites
 for a moment, I am silent and sad, the day begins.
  my heart, has no one to speak with,
nothing to share, you're no-longer there.
3am
The moon came by and said 'Hi'.
Sleep was soft beneath the covers
Hopes chance falls onto the pillow
till the dim hours of dawn steel away the time that you might call in the night.

Purity has worn out its welcome.
Memories gather in the shadows of another time
between the dark and the light
it remains a simple thing to find,
to fight,
with all that wants to continue being in love with you.

You pulled away
I fell away
that was the plan
the woman knew, the child
may never understand
we stood about, both capture and prisoner
reluctant to ask any questions
thinking about it would not be safe traveling 
what answer could I possibly reach for if I fell?

So, I say 'Hello" to the moon once more
and call on certainty
that a voice in the night 
someday 
I will no-longer wait for.

Monday, March 21, 2011

A Pleasant Disruption

Mahalo kiddo, for making this serendipitous venture to Lake Charles, Louisiana another cool event.
Remember when I said, "...that I sit in this particular spot on the planet, and all the cool people and happenings come here"... and... as usual, I past up a great opportunity at that moment to thank and flatter the one that brought me to this 'SyFy' dance.
This project landed in little ol' LC without any help from me. Another-one of 'great moments' we now get to add to the Great Moments Book: "Our little Life in Lake Charles". To cross paths with you guys ... WoW. I'm calling it . . . The syfy EXPERIENCE! ...you and your confident, with efficiency and humor, problem-solving nature, oddly teaming up with a 'to say the least''

an 'Eclectic' crew of humans the lead of 'life in motion'.

Anyway, what I was originally getting to was, . . . thank you, miss Marny, (Virgo) of course, for the Pleasant Disruption.
My diet went out the window, I' didn't drink enough water or get enough sleep. My Cats quickly fell back into their predatory instincts. I forget the front porch light is on...all day...but since we come home late, or at different hours, 'it's been nice actually. It was a delightful weekend, and I'm really glad "Jack' whom I've never met, couldn't take the pressure of 'enjoying the ride'.
. . . And, my dear, since you are the 'master communicator, - that goes a long way in my book- if you feel so moved, please pass on this link to the crew.
It was a Pleasant Disruption.
~Dln/Care
CDProductions

. . . calling on Fat Tuesday . . .
what's up with that?

Monday, February 7, 2011

Friday, February 1, 2008

Sub Survival

Some people get an icy feeling down the spine, their palms get clammy and they think their heart will suddenly stop just at the very thought of being a Substitute Teacher for a day. Anxious feelings make all kinds of other ailments exhibit themselves too, the red face, dry mouth, tight throat, and perspiration where one doesn’t normally perspire. These feelings of distress would better be caused by some real impending danger, like being stuck in a bear cave when the bear comes home, or, getting eating by a shark; funny how being eaten alive by another animal tens to reasonably support genuine horror. A bear’s brunch or a shark snack ground the basic instinct into our very core – ‘Death by Dinner’ is a totally understandable panic. So is being eaten alive by a bunch of 7th graders.
What is so scary about taking on a class full of kids introduced their hot-off-the-griddle hormones? Not a thing with the right attitude. The first misunderstanding is the whole ‘Take-On’ position. If you have the audacity to posture as “The Adult in Charge” with the odds at approximately 25 to 1, count your minutes because you’re on borrowed time.
Every classroom is a separate social group, which shares a common identity. Within them are characteristics as well as characters. To survive in this jungle of juniors is tricky and delicate, yet possible with the right tools and tricks. A little knowledge can go a long way. To make a nice day stay that way until 3:15pm, a few things must first be identified.
Culture in the Classroom
Evaluate the type of group, behavior (on task or not on task), Special Ed, development and maturity, language or terminology, history, and of course their willingness to accept change.
K-12 as they airily call it is actually 3 completely different worlds.
Group A: The little ones are the neediest. They’ll cry and tug for attention, they’ll look up with big eyes from their two foot height and have the most adorable expressions, and they will love you, and, throw tantrums within minutes of each other. They will spit up their milk at lunch and horse play till someone gets hurt. In six long hours you’ll proclaim it is simply not worth the money their paying, not even double. And, maybe not, you might quite enjoy being the ‘Mama Duck’ and caring for all the little ducklings, it might just be your cup of jello.
Group B: Junior high as it was called back in the day (Middle School) today, are the Hormone Horror years. Dealing with the short focus is the biggest test you will take today. If there is a leader, helpers, a clown in the group, identify them ASAP. Letting them work in groups may be certain death and is not recommended straight out of the shoot. There’s a saying in the sailing world: “It’s easier to shake out a reef than to put one in.” Stormy seas are not the time to work against the wind. Captains, start with a tight ship. The good news about subbing middle school and beyond is that no matter how bad it gets, it only has to be held together for 50 minutes …and you have five more chances to hone your survivor skills.
Group C: High school. These guys are all together from a different planet. Hatched from eggs, each one the center of the universe, shortsighted, and mistrustful of anyone over 25 (it used to be 30.) Keep you humor handy. Understanding wit is a sign of intelligence, they get instinctively that you’re smart, and, ludicrous discussions will positively make a long period more enjoyable. This age group is more goal-oriented for obvious reasons; they can finally see the light at the end of the school-tunnel, brighter days are ahead. They see college in their near future, roommates, choices, new horizons, and independence! But they also have shallow esteem-pools and fragile egos, so go easy. They are like new spring leaves about to experience their first hard weather storm. And they are a favorite among substitutes. By now they are thinkers.

To understand kids is to remember.
To remember is impossible as priorities change.
Just remind yourself, you were there once.
And believe it or not, respect goes further than control any day of the week.
Good luck.

This is opinion not fact.
Everyone is different,
that's what's so original about us...

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

Balance Is Our Only Hope

Life is not about waiting for the storm to pass...
It is about learning to dance in the rain.

Monta Lea

The following is an inspired e-mail and response
about life, loss, human kind and riony.
This blogger thought it worthy of note:

~Vince responds to Ken:
My compliments to you, Ken, and to the hangin' judge.
Amen.
It hasn't been a great year, but it has been a memorable year. I keep trying to figure out what gets us where we are, and why, but I can never get my arms fully around the losses and gains and figure out how they work. This may sound crazy, but I've read the Unabomber "Manifesto" 3 times (and may read it again) and, without the bombings, agree with almost everything in it.
I feel like we are a generation of tech-heads with no purpose for our use of technology.
I, personally, make a living by making bad stuff louder, so it can be heard by people who don't care.
Sometimes I help people record things that make no sense, that will be viewed by people who try to understand a concept that is designed by a clueless hierarchy that has no respect for their audience.
My favorite projects are musical productions that are so self-absorbed that no one can relate to them in any way other than to buy a copy so as to not hurt the feelings of the "artist".
I help people build home studios so that they can record awful sounding CDs with good equipment, therefore making them "audio engineers and producers". ~I actually heard a reporter remark about a dangerous situation that she was covering, "It was like being in a reality TV show." So, now reality is officially like TV.
Are you as proud as I am?
Okay, the year isn't over yet. Maybe all of this can be reversed before Dick Clark (who is made of space age polymers) drops his ball in Times Square, which I have done before Rudy turned the whole square into Disney North-East.
I miss Larry Moskal, Wayne, Gerry Bush, Kurt Vonnegut, my Aunt Betty, the real Dennis Hopper, Lou Gehrig, my dad, Benizir Bhutto, Rin-Tin-Tin, Thomas Jefferson, John Lennon, the Charmin toilet paper guy, some of whom left us in past years but continue to tacitly impact our lives on a daily basis.
I am, however, happy to have all of you to communicate with.
I still have my kids, as the hillbillies say, "I wouldn't trade them for a million bucks, but I wouldn't pay a nickel for another one just like them."

"There is no solace in fatalism. A believer is robbed even of the pleasure of shouting, 'Fuck you, I quit,' because he knows he was a born quitter and it would be only a matter of time before he threw in the towel, surprising no one, not even himself."
Hunter S. Thompson, Songs Of The Doomed

I wish you all a peaceful year, but don't stop thinking.

Vince

-----Original Message-----
From: Ken
Sent: Mon, 31 Dec 2007
4:57 pmSubject: 2008

Ken's year end message:
To many of us, perhaps all of us, 2007 was a desperately bad year. We've lost some very dear friends and relations that leave huge hole in our hearts. People we have know and loved whose passing was as untimely as it was unjust. It would be easy to dwell on these and, certainly, we all are. But those who have gone before us would surely rather have us celebrate their lives: the laughter, the tears, the insights, the foolishness.

Words are never enough to convey our losses. Our best hope is to continue those good works and lives that these folks have embodied. And, ultimately, to look to the future and carry on that lifestyle that so inspired us. To quote Judge Roy Bean,

"Time will pass and seasons will come and go. Spring with its waving green grass and heaps of sweet-smelling flowers on every hill and in every dale. Then sultry Summer, with her shimmering heat-waves on the baked horizon. And Fall, with her yeller harvest moon and the hills growing brown and golden under a sinking sun. And finally Winter, with its biting, whining wind, and all the land will be mantled with snow."

So, to that, I have only one wish for all of you who are on this mailing list:

Peace.

Ken

~*~*~*~*~*~

The author writes to conclude:
Isn't it good to have literary friends!?
I feel honored to have known and learned from, so many good, smart, creative and inspired people. Lucky if they thought the same about me. These 2008 thoughts are passed -from Ken and Vince- on to you and yours. It's just my way of keeping us 'edge-dwellers' in the loop of 'good-guy' friends we might have known. Where-ever all of us are, blown from one end of the global map to the other, I also send best wishes and many serendipitous moments for the New Year – and beyond.
peace
&
aloha
Dln
~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Friday, December 14, 2007

~ Eric Knutson, Life is a journey...




Coming home from a long journey (kind of a Walkabout) I visited Lori and Fam. in her Antioch home last summer. It was a fine warm sunny afternoon, kids playing on the swing and swimming in the water. It was Jacqui's (the friend across the street) birthday and Eric, her husband, had planned for friends to just start showing up until she figured it out that this was all for her special day.
Eric cooked burgers on the BB-Q, girls gabbed about this and that, kids ran around in their crazy frenzy - the way kids are when they're gathered as a pack. I had to get on the road just before sunset to make it home by dark.
That was the happy family picture that I left, and will always remember.
It was just about a half an hour before sunset when I had to go. Seems like moments after being on the road... Eric manned the swing that arced out over the water. We didn't know it, but the wheels of fate were already in motion.
Soon came an accident that transformed everything - It was a bad choice. Eric's destiny would reorder that day.
Weird and freaky things happen - we say 'Why me?' -
The fickle finger chooses... we know not who or why.
It then becomes our mystery until we die.
His intentions were for a happy day and he had done a great job.
Now, everything is different.
There are new priorities on the horizon.
The paths, the lessons, the experiences, the love of family and friends will all take on deeper meanings. It will be a harder life; paths turned by fate need more attention and study. But, come the trail's end the work done could become clearer as to what it was really all about.


This is a note in a bottle tossed into the vast Cyber-ocean

and if it reaches you, it was a fated thing.

Check out Eric's web. Help out if you can.




Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Change and the Information Age

There was one last task to be performed in our 'Emerging Media Practices' class.
Three from nine Final Essay questions needed thought, attention, and responses.
These were the lucky ones I decided on.


Q#1 I chose was: “Lessig (reading 11-3) claims that digital tools ‘dramatically change the horizon of opportunity for those who could create something new.” Do you agree? If so, in what way do you believe your horizons may have changed because of the ideas and tools you have acquired in this class?

The Changing Media Producer

“…Changing the horizon for opportunity…” now there’s a meaty piece of statement. That can be defined by a Grand Canyon of choices given. We as people sometimes have difficulty with too many choices. As young people (little ones), if the choices are limited, we can be guided to which ones suit and define our levels of interest. Yet we have no (or very little) experience on what to base that final decision on other than simple pleasure. As we grow, the knowledge base grows, comfort levels fluctuate, interests become focused, and hopefully we move toward choices that motivate us for reasons of skill, participation and social acceptance. Or, at the very least acknowledgment…and then we grow some more. Soon the thing called ‘priority’ comes higher in to play. Rational thinking argues about ‘Cost and Benefit’ and they also become part of the deciding factors.
It might have been Einstein who said, “The knock of opportunity is not often answered because it sounds like too much work.” To some, “…changing the horizon of opportunity…” may cause one kind of person to spin on their heels and head completely in another direction. Those are not the kind of people that will be discussed here. They are mostly boring anyway; their parts in any continuing story will most likely end long before the tail gets interesting. Change is usually not on the side of the past. It’s actually the leading cause of extinction. What existed before ‘the change’ will without a doubt be dramatically effected by ‘the change.’ So, depending on what side of the ‘change’ fence you stand on, will influence your opinion of it. The impact can be a small, a simple alteration…or, all encompassing, dramatic and metamorphic. Speaking to the latter, the Internet is not just a series of events leading to a new outcome; the digital age has ascended down like the book of Genesis. The apple has been divvied up. All who nosh on the quanta, all who have shared and contributed to this now infinite range in information - are changing (threatening) facts and tradition with each new digital erudition.
I have found the first bite to taste quite good actually, in a “Vegetables are good for you.”

kind of way.
The digital age arrived a short while ago. Whether this is a good or bad occurrence is debatable. The past speaks from wise old eyes. The hereafter is right now enjoying its moment in the on-deck circle, swinging a weighted bat. What’s to come it is not incapable of falling to this simple fact, (the future will also be ‘changed’ by its heirs) it is simply getting ready to catch the wave. Courageous and free, enjoying its autonomy, the ‘Entity Internet’ is the new fate.
In speaking earlier about tradition; restrictions, control, regulation; these kinds of standards successfully structured society as we know it today. The big Q is, if we stand on the backs of any of those values, could we see over the fence, or would the back break under the stress? This commentator simply worries about the quality of out-put. It’s only as good as the in-put. Pray for a balance. Crap, and quality, misleading, and meaningful, genuine, and junk, specious and substantial, in hopes that the artistic and creative cream will always rise to the top. Cultural systems are not supposed to be creative, it’s habitual practice, but it can set a standard to things that want to venture above and below the line. Then, we ask, “What is the line?” Is it intellectual, is it chronological? Is it political? Is it a line of process and examination? And who but I think these lines have more value than other lines? And how would the ‘Masters’ feel about it?
Returning to the original consideration, “…digital tools changing opportunity for those who could create something new.” To disagree, would be fall in line with one of those boring people I alluded to at the beginning of the story – and highly resistant to a relocation of values. Therefore, I agree.
I polled a few kids I know (not really enough to place in the annals of Gallop poll history) but enough to be surprised by the commonality of the answers.
Mainly, ‘That would be cool!”
They would say to the idea that the net could figure out the kind of music they like and not bother them with other junk tunes not of interest. To that I say; “Exposure kiddies!”
Perspective is what rounds you out, deepens your appreciation, and rewards you with more information. In my time, we called it “Food for thought.”
Creativity in its purest form is a very large unit of our total essence - in my growingly humble opinion. It is in harmony with evolution. To look at something new and see opportunity, to listen quietly and hear an idea, this is what lights up this writer’s human spirit.
In viewing creativity for the sake of its ‘bottom-line, embracing these new
‘digi-techno-tools’ will be exciting. They also will be numerous, complicated, aggravating, frustrating, as well as, joyful and accomplishing, (kind of like math.) And Viva the choices!

They will continue to delight and confuse me - well into the future.

Monday, December 10, 2007

Change And The Information Age

Q2 that I chose ~ Conventional wisdom assumes that media audiences are generally passive. What is the evidence that members of the media audience are, in fact, quite active?



The Changing Media Consumer



Conventional wisdom was correct in its day – a viewing audience may not have had a voice – however, they were indeed listening. Advertising told that story. So, given the opportunity to share in the headlines, to grab the limelight, to pop up onto the podium…what human wouldn’t spring at the chance to be heard? No matter how little they may have to say!

A residue of voices now smear across millions of ‘My Space’ pages. Billions of blogs have grayed the line between professional, journalistic and armchair observer – who happen to have a knack for entertainingly writing what they happen to see or think. And how many faces flood the U-Tube server hourly? We’re drowning in insecurity. The need for attention, to shock the nation, to win the ‘Outrageous’ competition, this is a force to be recognized and somehow dealt with. Though that’s not why I speak today.

The media audience has become not the audience of the past, it is quite active today and the evidence is in the above examples. Added to those are the gabby chat-rooms and the endless e-mails. “The longer you sit on them, the higher they pop.” Dauntingly we have a lot to say, and the platform is the whole planet.

We, the evolutionary children of mass-communication, like a restless youth, would grow weary of non-participation, suspicious of limited content, and anxious to play a bigger role. These irritants were bound to grow as an audience evolved. As technology developed, we asked more out of our youth, out of ourselves, and more from our entertainment. This kind of ‘reaching’ will cause restlessness to passive involvement.

Eventually.

That mark has been met. Applied science is the proverbial serpent in the garden. From the Telegraph to T-ivo, we feed the curious spirit. And now, it has come into its own, as the fated “Information Age.” So, what’s the media doing about that? It does what it has always done, try to control it, own it, and direct it. It conducts studies. Whole institutions have evolved from thoughtful examination on the posture of the media audience. Scholars have made their life’s work out of surveys, research, polls, even incubators of controlled environments. How fascinating it is to study how we tick, and what floats our boats.

Media is a wonder wheel, a voluptuous vehicle, which is transporting human kind as a species through the stretch of time.

If the item creates pleasure – well then by all means, and quickly, patent it, bottle it, and market it. If the monkey brain decides it cannot live without it – whatever ‘it’ is at that time, it will be acquired. New Item: ‘E-bay!’ another example of your average consumer getting a charge out of interactivity.

The evidence is all around, depending on your ‘POV’ (point of view.) Our special needs and interests are about as different as our opinions. Whether personal or social, passive or interactive, the media or the market, the audience or the anchors, the viewer or the viewed, they are all symbiotic in their very nature. If we listen we can learn. If we learn we can grow. If we’ve grown, then it’s been a good day.

Sunday, December 9, 2007

Change And The Information Age

Q3 that I chose ~ Why is the fact that the Web is “profoundly unmanageable,” in Weinberger’s view, so crucial to its success as a communication and information medium?



The Changing Media Industry



The human experience parallels our wild childhood. The parental influence is simply our past. But when that child has come to young adulthood, when that mind has ideas of its own, which differ from the parent, it is useless to quarrel or oppose. It ultimately means it is time to release the grip. The parent must be confident that the best job was done. Question your work only once, cross your fingers, close your eyes, hold your heart and let go. For all the differences we possess, religious and political, from cultural to artistic, our destinies lay in the hands of how well we raise the child.

‘The unmanageable Web’…with babies at the helm poses questions of our eventual course. The navigation tools have been investigated, but they are new, and still out gathering information on this maiden voyage into ‘Absolute Connectivity.’ These tools also hold a reflective quality. Because of the need to put behaviors so openly into Cyberspace, if the earth could collectively mirror human kind as a united image, as a whole, what would the universe see?

I wonder.

What conclusion would the universe draw from our collection of voices and actions? Much of the identities spread on the Web are untrue. The anonymity factor is another human failing, though the core of us hasn’t changed very much at all from aught-one. I remember many moons ago asking a cute guy at a bar who he was and what he did. Eight out of ten times I did that, their responses were, at best, misleading.

So, this guy and this girl at a bar reached only a tiny piece of space around them. Put that load of malarkey on the net and you get some far-reaching potential. The basic premise remains: to have a platform that allows us to be bigger than we are, and infinitely more attractive.

So, what’s the up-shot? Now that the web is here, and here to stay, what will its contribution be? Creativity without control, imagination minus restriction, free speech, free thinkers, no fences, no borders. My God, that sounds like heresy! That is the age-old reason why conflicts abound.

To leave the Net unleashed, to allow its activity to remain limitless, and to keep it liberated is a fight for all people. What about the crazy ones? There have always been nuts, psychos and lunatics out in the world, as well as thieves and cons. Our world population was very tiny, comparatively, in days past. There are far more zeros in our population number today than in days of yore. Hence, per capita, the numbers of insane neurotics only rises proportionately.

Concurrently, there has always been war, poverty, and greed . . . controlling the Net, harnessing its direction would be a waist of time and money, and would not solve any of the above world issues.

In the words of a Beatle, “Let it be.” The net may be the largest collection of people and writings in the history of the world. So, how’s the quality of the content?

To say there is enough to keep an individual entertained, informed and educated, I’d say that particular quality is monitored well enough. What’s mind blowing is the fact that no ‘One’ person owns it, OUTRIGHT. The ‘Entity Internet’ has no ‘One’ boss, no ‘One’ owner, yet it’s monolithic as a unit. To control the content, monitor its copywriting material, and track the stealing of songs and ideas, these issues will get their day in (and out of) court. But, to lose the creative flow that every individual wants to share in, would truly be a crime.

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Voice Against Tagging


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Lake Charles, Louisiana, USA.
Hey A-holes, don't you have anything better to do? It’s like you think the world is your trashcan, your personal property. This is a really nice amphitheatre and it was built for everybody! If everybody in town tagged their stupid logo on it, your trivial insignificant writing would be meaningless. But you happened to be the only one selfish enough to deface what belongs to the community. If your board, look inside, that’s where that emotion comes from. If you’re so insecure that you need validation, well, “It sucks to be you.” My guess is you’re angry about something, like maybe you don’t feel you fit in society. Again, “It sucks to be you.” I know you have brain. You’re probably a pretty smart person, so think about other people. We all live here and want to share the public areas. You’re welcome to sit, talk, sing, dance, play… Just leave it the way you found it.
Think next time, be smarter.
Mahalo (thanks)

Monday, October 29, 2007

Podcast Script/Format below


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PodCast Script and Format

General PodCast Format

:10sec. Open – music sound-effects
:30sec. Intro – Date, Hosts, Episode #, Reviews of Segments, …
:30sec. Intro short history of next segment
5min. Sound bites “Tails From The Trail’ audio tapes from 7 day trail ride in ’98 New Zealand
5-7min. Interview – John Brown, singer, songwriter, filmmaker, father… (plowing straight ahead, come what may…) We’ll talk about: your dog-mushing days with Arley, songwriting, parenthood…
5-7min. Interview – Steve Gladman: Poet, artist, and documentarian. . . We’ll chat with Steve about his life as a starving artist, and how he keeps his spirits up while life keeps coming at him.
:20sec. Thank-you, to our guests and any info. If any they may wish to share.
2:30min. A few excerpts from the ‘Book of Dead Ideas’
:20sec. Rap-up. What to expect on the next show, program info, and thank-yous’ . . .
:10sec Music close.
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Welcome, & Q's for the interview:

"We come now to our interview portion of the show and today we’re talking with John Brown, in Austin Tx. John is many things, including: a singer, songwriter, filmmaker, and father. “How are you today JB?” Wow, you have the same initials as Jimmy Buffett! Cool! So, you are all those things I fore mentioned but let’s start with the 80’s. "
John Brown Q’s: ~ I would like to kind of get a timeline from when you were ‘growed-up’. We met in Chi-town in ‘88.
1. I met you in the Sears Tower Studio, in the TV/AV Dept. back in the late 80’s. You were working for them doing studio and location video work, (lighting, right). Was that your start in film? What really hooked you into visual storytelling world?

2. Where did that take you? How did your interests shift to … film, music, mushing, songwriting…

3. You’ve also lived up in Minnesota for a spell. Tell us a bit about ol’Mr. Arley. Who is Arley? How did you meet him?
Do you still go up there? What’s dog-mushing like? How many dogs are up there? Have you made a film about that lifestyle? Where can we see it?

4. About your songwriting career…When did you start writing songs? What have you produced? Who are some of the famous musicians that you’ve played with? Where can our listeners find work? Do you have any upcoming venues that the folks can come and hear you play?

5. Shifting gears a bit…You’ve also become a dad not too long ago, what’s that like? Tell us about them. ~Has it balanced you, How has that directed your life, do you feel your path is more defined?

6. And lastly, you’re also becoming a minister!? What made you decide to go in that direction?
What are your ‘peeves’ about humans and their predicted course? Do you have ‘visions’ about what might give us a chance, for our future, as a species?

~ Well I thank you JB for taking time out of your schedule to join us. Is there anything else you’d like us to know about, any future endeavors…: upcoming venues, films, this is where you get plug yourself . . .
~ Okay kiddo, thanks again for sharing on the D’Tours PodCast Pilot show. I hope we have widened your listening base a bit. Good luck!

We are going to end this segment with one of your songs – do you have one about life up in the Tundra? …The excitement of dog-mushing days? …Arley? POV of ‘A dog’s life’…?
If you have anything you would like covered in the interview, by all means bring it on…
My blog: D’Tours

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Open Script


Music
"Aloha, Kai-ora, Bulla, Bon-jour, Hola… everybody!
…how many ways there are to say ‘Hi’ and welcome! We are so glad you’re loaning us your ears for awhile, and happy you decided to choose ‘D’Tours for your listening enjoyment.
This happens to be our ‘Pilot’ program. But, this episode # will be 101. Just because even my banks will start me off with checks beginning at 100 (it’s seems less green that way) so even though this episode may be the first, we didn’t want it to appear that way.
My name is DLN and I’ll be you emcee today.
U R listening to “D’Tours” podcast episode 101 – today’s date is November 5th 2007

Introduction of show content: ~ What’s it all about?
Segment #1. “Tales from the Trail” Sound bites from the road, pieces of recordings I've gotten while traveling.

"To compress the mission of our existence will be difficult but I’ll try.
D’Tours is a philosophy. It’s a way of traveling through life. By developing this laid-back style I’ve enriched the experiences I've had while visiting these places. By needing more information...by having to go out and hunt for it, and meet someone, and ask questions, it has deepened the meaning of the trip, and embedded the culture into a memory far more significant than say the ‘package deals’ with too much info, too little time, and too many extraneous photos at the end.
What you’ll hear are some excerpts from these travel recordings I’ve done while on the road.

~~~~~~~(This segment will be one or, the other depending on availability) ~~~~~~~~
Segment #2. Phone poems: These are people I’ve met along the way of life. Smart people, enlightened people, crazy people sometimes, famous sometimes. Sometimes they may not seem, at first, to have much to offer, however, their words are very extraordinary if one stops long enough to listen.
Interviews: These are also people I’ve met along the way of life. Smart people, enlightened people, crazy people sometimes, famous sometimes. We'll talk to them about life...What are their ‘peeves’ what are their ‘visions.’ Sometimes they may not seem, at first, to have much to offer, however, their words are very extraordinary if one stops long enough to listen.
(Why on the phone? …because these are many bright and creative people. Our comet-tails pass through one another’s orbits oh-so briefly; we elapse quickly and then travel on and away to our other unique destinations; to match latitudes regularly, becomes quite infrequent.)
. . .So, we’re callin’ ‘em up!”

Segment #3.
“Excerpts from the “Book of Dead Ideas”, or, (‘POTT ~ Philosophy of Travel Tips.)
** “Dead Ideas” ...Everyone has had an Idea that might (or not) have gone somewhere famous. Given more time, money, more information, dedication, it could have, would have, been Great! And, much of it is about opening that flap in your face and spitting it out into the universe. ‘Poohoowee’ “Here-ya-go! . . . Take-it! . . . Run! "You're Welcome!” Here, is where we share some of those folk’s ideas, like yours and mine who are willing to give’em-up ...to the Cyber-Cosmos.
* In POTT, I’ll share some Natural Logic, from past travel training, which has had positive effects on embracing the travel experience. ‘Attitude is Primary my friends.’ When talking about the value of a journey, one’s approach should ebb-and-flow as all things organic do everyday. If your head is in the right place, what happens next is magic.


Rap-up: “Thanks for joining us. We are pleased to have shared our ‘Alpha’ show with you today. Check-in now-and-again for more: Tales-from-the-Trail, ‘Phone-Poems’ and Interviews, as well as tips for the Traveling Head. Let’s hope that this is the beginning of more exciting contributions to the big and beautiful web-world, and, your awesome and evolving MP3 players.
Thanks to: our guests, sponsors, contributors, . . .
. . .and we’ll end with a Cool-Quote.

This one’s from Bill Maher“Question. All the time, question –if we didn’t, it would become …Religion.

15sec Music close. (Pipes from musicians at FaerieWorld, Eugene Oregon, 2006)

End Program~



Thursday, October 11, 2007

WebSite Theme ~ Art Gallery and Travel Philosophy

Theme of the website
(Topic, tone content, etc.) This theme will be of' Pro-personal interests. I've wanted to put together a website like this for almost 10 years! Thanks EMP.
" D’Tours", is an attitude for traveling through life. It’s a philosophy. It’s a heady place to visit. Topics that we'll cover:
* Art Galleries and thoughts from the artists. Tour a virtual gallery, see their work, and choose to look or shop. ~ The tone could be somewhat cluttered, interestingly so, much like an artists studio. ~ Content will have images of their work and interesting viewpoints about how they live and labor.
* The traveling side will explore the art of traveling: "Embracing the land and its people and being embraced back" are words to live and travel by. By following the D’Tours travel map, one will be able to trek across America, through a developing thread of ‘out of the ordinary’ locations to stay. Those who have the nerve to venture out of the comfort zone will find a great journey. They will be working and staying on these property's, visiting with the wonderful people that live there, sleeping in unexpected places and learning surprising things – about their hosts - and even about themselves. ‘Techno Hippies’ could be a connection-place for smart, bio-event and sustainable-living people. Sales and seminars would be listed regularly, Y-fy connection locations, tips & tricks for assisting the ‘old dog’ to join in on the wave of the future. D’Tours could also have ideas on ways to ‘Walk gently in the earth’. This old hippy goes techno. Yet continuing an appreciation of harmony w/ nature, and, the value of - often in getting lost to find things, is a necessary talent to obtain and maintained if one is to be good at it.
Title Ideas ~ ~ ~ Traveling Heads ~ ~ ~ “D’Tours” “Tales From The Trail” “OzArt Gallery”
Design notes:
As I talked about in the Gallery idea, it will be cluttered in an interesting fashion. Keeping with crisp gray tones, D’Tours, Techno Hippies,… will be have earth tones, kind of like -vegetable colors: pumpkin, mustard, sage, eggplant…. creating an ‘earthy’ mood. Not sure of the fonts, though I’ve always liked the ‘serf’ look for any writing, otherwise I would use Comic Sands.
I’d also like to use a 'Rune' symbol somewhere: ‘Radio’ This is to reflect the physical and spiritual journey we’re all on. This character also represents transformation and personal development.
Ideas for flash animation:
I've looked at various flash openings on different websites. I think keeping it simple at first: Titles fading and zooming out to place, A slide show where pix change, maybe the subtle movement of a feather falling from one place on the page to another.
Ideas for Pod-cast:
I had an old idea for pod-casting former Honolulu morning radio shows I recorded, back then, to play in the car when I was in mainland rush-hour - it kept me many times from going nuts and dying a slow death in Chgo. traffic. Also, could be former recordings from NewZealand trail rides in '98. Anyway: here's the show (rough-draft) format:

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

“No Beast In My Village”

We were asked to verify our opinion on the 'Strengths & Weaknesses of the web as a medium of communication.
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Here is my response. This writing actually goes with the Remediation reading from 'Living in The Information Age' read Critique / to sample chapters, Understanding New Media. Personally, the whole reason that I took this class was to get, just a tiny bit, caught up with a world that was quickly passing me by. In just ten years I have gone from owning a would-be computer machine (5megs of ram) never connected and seldom got played with, to being connected everywhere! I'm wired in dozens of coffee shops across the country. Having infinite information, literally at your fingertips is a truly mind-boggling occurrence. The elderly would never have regarded it, and, the next generation couldn’t live without it.
~ Writer's Definition of 'Beast':
It's big for one thing! It’s dangerous, cunning, uncontrollable, consuming and it’s banging on my door. The Internet is a beast.
Now, there's intention, for one thing, to want to get all mid-evil in this characterization and have 'The Beast' drool and smell. But, we all know what this is really about. It’s one of the biggest meanest ‘baddest’ mothers of the ‘global’ valley and it needs to be respected for those Goliath-like reasons alone. When something really big is in your neighborhood the appropriate action would be to never let it out of your sight. Study it. Know its habits, what it likes to eat and if it’s looking for you in particular. I cannot control this beast, I wouldn’t even want to, however, to be educated to it would be the smart thing. The irresponsible thing here would, to be the libel ostrich and pay no attention to the hot breathing on the back of my neck.
“No Beast In My Village”
A story by Dln
Once upon a time, there was a simple community on the East Cape of the north island in very rural New Zealand. Māori society has traditionally been one based on rank. That particular village had a female at the helm. She was a big, straightforward woman married, weirdly enough, to a red-headed X-film director from Hollywood. Who incidentally had been out of the loop for a very long time, he appeared happy, yet seemingly starving for information about the world outside his current situation. “What’s happening out there?” “Who’s in charge - how’s society doing? …any new discoveries?” He wanted the scoop from the outside world. What could I possible tell him that he might need to know there in a nowhere New Zealand paradise? His wife, we’ll call her ‘Mrs. Chief’ became quite guarded, started throwing rank and prejudice around till there was little room for much else like ‘The News.” It was visibly clear that she was the editor and ‘chief’ of all reports that come to this quiet village. If she did not deem the information worthy, or it would be harmful to her power, it would not be allowed. There was no radio in the house. Television and newspapers had no place either on the property. All current events went by her first. She would decide how much weight to put on them, and she had ‘heaps of heavy’ to go around. The community, the director’s wife and kids and their home were all in a wonderfully scenic spot about 30 miles or so south of Gisborne. While that is understated dramatically, it was a lost piece of heaven on earth. And, the Big Mama’ wanted to keep it that way. I couldn’t have blamed her for that. Making myself aware to her defensiveness I laid subservient and respectful throughout the visit. Trying to stay off her toes wasn’t an easy task. She let me know repeatedly how I was out of line with their ways. I understood her disdain at my messenger-like presents, with news from the outside world –Big City Info and all - and slept on the beach that night. Thinking about her feelings of power, her ownership of the village, her position, it wasn’t hard to see the way she viewed it: “If I don’t know about it, it’s not worth knowing.” "It's existence is insignificant and therefore denied."
Well, that kind of stand will get you just so far, and in that world, that was far enough. The personal effect this had was of humbled awakening. I understood her fear cloaked in dominance. Yet, what I got out of that power struggle was this. It’s OK to deny the beast access to your home. It’s fine to forbid him to even speak in your presence. It’s even suitable to believe in your own welfare and safety for the village. But, don’t pretend that ‘The Beast’ doesn’t exist… that he’s not nearing your door, and otherwise lives on your island, moreover, will eventually grow larger that you given enough to eat. Know the creature called technology. Don’t live in ignorant resistance. Educate yourself on the habits and tendencies that come with the territory.
The Information Age is upon us. It will be a part of the future, sooner or later - probably sooner in my world than later in hers.
. . .And they all lived and died happily ever-after.
The up shot... -the deal, you know there’s always a deal. My dad sent me an article cut from the Honolulu Star Bulletin ‘On the Net’ Inventive visuals reign in this site. There are some pretty phenomenal sites out there. These are a must to check out!
"Life is a great big canvas, and you should throw all the paint on it you can."
~Danny Kaye
podcasting – Hawaiian style

Monday, October 8, 2007

~ Remediation ~

‘Remediation’

Def: The Reproducing or Refashioning of old media with new.

I’ve done the reading on Remediation in our “Living in the Information Age” The New Media Reader -and I have to say it was probably the most confused that I’ve been this semester yet. I read, I highlighted -sentences were underlined, many passages were remarked even notes were attempted in my journal. After much anguish and a clear avoidance to the assignment, I’ve instead come up with a story. Last summer I took my once-in-ten annual road-trip across America, visiting friends and family. I hadn’t seen my cousins in Seattle in seven years. Arriving there in mid-September the weather was optimal for the Great North East. One of my cousins, Kay Kline - has 'Therapist' on her shingle, yet she is far to the other side of your standard shrink. Kay married to Jim and they've raised two great kids, Mason and Mattie. Mason is off at collage thousands of miles away. 'Mattie' has hit a bit of a rough patch. She's currently at living at home -figuring out in which direction to next through her Stone. (A term I use often – though some say ‘Dart’.) The two kids were together, the summer before, visiting in Boston where Mason is attending the University. On a stellar day one particular afternoon, they were sitting in an outdoor café having lunch. The two of them had just gotten off the phone talking with their mother and thought it a fun idea to take a shot of this moment with Mason’s photo phone. They got their faces as close as they could and snapped a self portrait electronic image. Cheek to cheek they smiled and clicked. In a flash of the send button, my cousin had instantly received it thousands of miles away back on the West Coast.

I have to apologize now for failing to mention earlier -Kay is also quite the artist. She dabbles in quite a few different artistic mediums. After receiving the photo her spontaneously and creative mind went right to work. She took the two digital figures that flew through the air, across terrain and time zones, downloaded them and brought them up on her computer. After working the visual in Photoshop she printed the pair onto paper at first and began the process of washing, etching, and maybe stamping it to a kind of tappa-cloth. I don’t know, ironing it and inking it. Over weeks, there were many failed attempts but, she kept at it. Burning, pressing, using different intensities and kinds of paper or cloth, until, she got the look and texture that had for so long been her artistic quest. All these processes though were old-ways in the art world. Yet, anything can be found and figured out on the Internet today.

Anyway, it took a few months to perfect the look and quality she sought. By Christmas it was framed and wrapped under the tree for their holiday gift. Bringing back their fond memories of a great summer trip, they were delighted. Brother and sister now edged and blazed in art, their youthful sibling bond beautifully mixed. That moment in the café was ‘metamorphic’ now beautifully recreated, hanging on the wall for all the years and tears and memories to come.

. . . That’s Re-mediation!